I think everyone back in Manila knows that I'm here in Singapore (thanks to the tsismis phenomenon, it's amazing how tsismises spread... haha!). I was really blessed, and I thank God for it. I thank St. Jude's intercession for granting all my aspirations (Thank you St. Jude!). Part of what He gave me was the chance to live in this great small island. Singapore welcomed me with open arms, and with it I will do my best to return the favor.

There has been a trade-off though. The responsibilities here are quite tough, and the odds continue to challenge me. It's hard to deal with emotions, most especially during times when I miss the Filipino way of life--my family and friends. I miss going to our church. I miss coffee sessions with friends. I miss college life. I miss merienda. I miss everything. As my plane took off, I realized that I will also be leaving my dreams. I had to accept this fact, as we cannot have everything. I guess I have to say goodbye to my Dr. Jeff dream, wake up and move on. ;-)

My visit during the holidays made me realize a few things. I thank my friends, most especially Icy, Paul, Ate Mei and Ken, for understanding my decisions and believing in my abilities. Thank you for not even talking about you know what. I really appreciate everything, and what you did guys will always remain in my heart. I know that I will have to face my problems again later, but who knows, probably I'd be ready by that time. It's just that now, I still have my anxieties. I'm still waiting for that moment that God will finally give me the courage to deal with those things.

I would like to extend my gratitude to all those who expressed disappointment with my decisions. Thank you for teaching me the lesson of humility. I wouldn't have learnt to stand without falling. It's a tough experience though, and along the way I had wounds that needed to be healed. I don't want it to happen again... I will always remember these lessons. I apologise for my shortcomings. I may not have the chance to meet you all again, but it is my best wish that we will be able to start over.

I thank those who believed in me, those who stayed with me and those who continue to support me in my endeavours. My endless thanks. I may not be physically there to thank you, but my heart will always be.

I know that life is a long journey and I have yet to learn other things, but at the very least I still thank all of you guys for giving me a leap advantage. :-)

I am sorry. Thanks for everything. I guess I just have to get used to the Singapore way of life, lah!

'Till next time.